y o u r s o s e l f a b s o r b e d

this is for you clair, its how i feel sometimes, although, im quite happy this way…sometimes… ——————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————- It’s been so long That I haven’t seen your face I’m tryna be strong But the strength I have is washing away It wont be long Before I get you by my side And just hold you, tease you, squeeze you Tell you what’s been on my mind I wanna make up right now, na na I wanna make up right now, na na Wish we never broke up right now, na na We need to link up right now, na na I wanna make up right now, na na I wanna make up right now, na na Wish we never broke up right now, na na We need to link up right now, na na Girl I know mistakes were made between us two And we show our eyes that night Even said somethings weren’t true Why’d you go and haven’t seen my girl since then Why can’t it be the way it was? Cos you were my homie, lover and friend I wanna make up right now, na na I wanna make up right now, na na Wish we never broke up right now, na na We need to link up right now, na na I wanna make up right now, na na I wanna make up right now, na na Wish we never broke up right now, na na We need to link up right now, na na I can’t lie I miss you much Watching everyday that goes by I miss you much Until I get you back I’m gonna try Yes I miss you much You are the apple of my eye Girl I miss you much I miss you much I can’t lie I miss you much Watching everyday that goes by I miss you much Until I get you back I’m gonna try Yes I miss you much You are the apple of my eye Girl I miss you much I miss you much I wanna make up right now, na na I wanna make up right now, na na Wish we never broke up right now, na na We need to link up right now, na na I wanna make up right now, na na I wanna make up right now, na na Wish we never broke up right now, na na We need to link up right now, na na I want you to fly with me Want you to fly I miss how you lie with me Miss how you lie Just wish you could dine with me Wish you could dine One that would grind with me One that would grind with me I want you to fly with me Want you to fly I miss how you lie with me Miss how you lie Just wish you could dine with me Wish you could dine One that would grind with me One that would grind I wanna make up right now, na na I wanna make up right now, na na Wish we never broke up right now, na na We need to link up right now, na na I wanna make up right now, na na I wanna make up right now, na na Wish we never broke up right now, na na We need to link up right now, na na ——————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————- okay, maybe not ALL of the lyrics, but you get me yeah.

i was crying like a little girl….

wtf

i just dont want you to know that, i dont want to seem weak. iw ant you to think i can survive this

but the truth is i dont think i can.

mmm, meet me on the equinox.

im in a slightly sad mood today, dunno, i just feel like crying, theres no other emotion for it. this song really helps(:

i really miss patrick! george is an a-hole, and ewe i hate soccer boys.

i seriously hate wen people fuk with my head, especially on a day like this. it really pisses me off..

i love tumblr, its the only place i can honestly get shiit off my chest without having to edit. even though my friends are gonna see this regardless. oh well.

ill live

meh.

actually, i really think i need to talk to clair, she understands me, alot, which is retarded.

i think i still love her. GREAT!

wat a shame ill never be able to be with her again. argh, my heart hurts:(

woot woot!

just thought you might like to know(:

He saw a lonely girl.
She saw a lonely world.
It was a canvas,
slyly careless.
A florestan lieder.

And his was a dying breed.
Courage came only from
his symphonies.
A decorative smile
to fade out.
His concerto in A

Come on.
A second chance at love. 
The moments dead. 
Make you feel like it’s never staying.

Made love to a baby grand.
A tempest refined inside his hands.
He had one girl, and one song.
Bone fide wine and roulade.

But he had to give it up.
His heart was raw.
But his fingers numb.
His first words were his last words.
An aesthete since first sun.

Come on.
A second chance at love.
The moments slept.
Make you feel like it’s never staying.

It burned. 
The first attempt or two.
But I remembered you.
I need that moment back.

Please don’t, don’t don’t.
A tremor for death.
Ivories that sliced sedatives in half.
Releif in the Rhine.
Washed away regrets.
And let him char before he 
carressed the ground.

Dear artist you will rise again.
A last arabesque in faint fashion.

Come on.
A second change at love.
The moments dead.
Make you feel like it’s never ending.

It burned. 
The first attempt or two.
But I remembered you.
I need that moment back.
Please don’t forget.

He woke.
A final view of blue.
Dear cordias. Wet rouge.
Relieve romance to graves.
Please, please don’t forget

theres this song that i really like, by this aussie band, but the problem is i dont know what theyre called, and im pretty sure the song is called picture frames and its a really good song BUT I CANT FIND IT!
ARGH!

(:

mm im so friggen tried! but im too lazy to actually sleep!

and,

i miss clair…SHHH!!!

dont tell her (:

but i also miss patrick, mannnnn!

ARGH! i hate people :P

xoxoxo